Dialogue Session over~

Phew.. Finally Dialogue Session is over~ Big stone dealt with already.. Overall it went well, but there are always improvements for everything.. Hmm let's see..

1) Liyi should get some sleep (and rest) (Mmmhmm)

2) Liyi should try to be a multitasker no matter what she does. (Still experimenting, hopefully I can master soon)

3) Liyi should take care of her health while multitasking (Seems like I fell more sick than ever as Dialogue Session is approaching, bad bad sign)

4) Liyi needs to get sleep. Zzzz


Thoughts and more thoughts

Hmm.. it's been quite a while since i updated my blog.. life has changed too much since 2nd year.. comp club.. more academic stuff, tots of working.. everything seems 2 bother me now when last year, only the academics would bother me..

im not exactly sure what happened in my life.. things change, relationships get strained, more suspense and fear day by day.. its not a feeling that i wanna c, that i wanna face.. overstress and looking at the different kinds of commitments i need 2 make kinda makes me crumble.. and strangely when i revisit my blog again, its something, a cycle that i have fallen in2 all this while, juz that i didnt realise in the 1st place..

im not sure when ill post again.. mayb when i get stuff settled asap bah..


Juz Completed the Wicked game!

Tagged the end page at today, 21/5/2006, 12.12 AM

unforuntately i missed the Hall of Fame by 3 hours.. :( oh well, nice experience of this game.. i should say.. learnt sooo much from this.. although recently i keep gaining nightmares from these stupid lvls.. lvl 53 and lvl 54 r total death pits.. geesh.. anyway, started the Wicked at 26/4/2006, so 1 month 2 complete such a game with hints all around is quite reasonable i guess :)

time 2 sleep! *snores away*


Slack in2 the holidays..

Hi every1.. its already the holidays and im slacking away.. wahahaha.. im still playing "The Wicked" and now im at lvl 53.. but the horrid thing is that this game is starting 2 give me nightmares.. :O i think my brain overworked.. and then it made darkness seem juz creepy.. very creepy..

On the other hand, i have been playing FL once again.. somehow my parents dont like the idea of "sitting near the lappy and play comp games", but hey! i worked like the whole semester already and its already HIGH time i should get a break! (and my break = FL) bleh.. all they wanna me 2 do is housework housework housework.. i hate housework man! its sooo ultimately boring! ya, in future i need 2 look at my own attitude yah da yah da.. BLEH LET ME REST!!! *throws housework and naggings out of my mind*

anyway, i planned 2 do the following during the holidays (decreasing of priorities):

1) Play FL!
1.000000001) Slack
1.5) Solve The Wicked Puzzles (if only its that ez..)
2) Revise on Java (besides, the future software engineering course would surely need it)
3.5) Learn CSS/Project FullOfDreams - basically time 2 revamp this blog, in other words
10) Cleaning up my own stuff (part of housework, in which is the only part im sort of "willing" to kick off with)
10000) Sweeping/Mopping (A great no-no 4 me)
100000000000) Learning new housework 2 do, eg: Washing/Ironing clothes (With such a naggy grandma, this is a never!)

*starts throwing out anger that is in her mind* .................................. *done, 100%*

ok, on a light 1, lets watch a video!

Disclaimer: Liyi is not responsible for any vomitting or any discomfort caused after watching the video, because im warning u right now. :) (Enjoy, btw)


Me and Thurston's Wedding Photos

Hi all.. last saturday was the big day 4 me.. other than being the election day 4 Singapore (im underaged and my place no need 2 vote at all -.-"), its the day whereby me and thurs married in fl itself..

On 4/5/2006, the bride (me) was waiting 4 the wedding 2 start at 10 pm while the groom (thurs) was still queening on his wedding day lol.. lucky he didnt forget abt me and the wedding hehe.. so we 2 green butterflies flew 2 the church to welcome our wedding guests.. more than 40 wedding cards were sent out but unforuntately, only 27 of the wedding guests attended the wedding..

The wedding ended well but due 2 thur's impatience (haha he waited 4 me abt a year already.. no wonder hes impatient :P) he forgot 2 set the fireworks -.-" so theres no fireworks at all..

Below r the screenshots i took for my in-game wedding with thurs. Enjoy!

Me and Thurston, and the wedding guests

Taking photo beside the wedding angel

Looking at one another.. with love in our eyes

Our love linked together by the shape of the heart formed by the lilys..

Of coz, to add this "love is in the air" feeling in2 the blog, heres another song which i love (and nearly cry upon hearing it): N' Sync - This I Promise You

N' Sync - This I Promise You

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

(I promise u thurs.. i really do..)


Introducing: The Wicked Game

Hi every1.. yesterday was the last day of my exam.. too bad my stomach isnt very well, fancy went 2 the toilet twice during that 2 hour paper.. hmm that paper isnt that hard.. so now, holidays r here! WEEeeeee

Ah, today i wanna introduce a game that i played for 1 week and still cracking my mind over it.. its a game called The Wicked. This is a puzzle game developed by the 18-year-old AJC boy Tay Wei Kiat (or WK for short) and basically this game currently consist of 55 lvls, starting from the basics such as reading "invisible code", reading source codes of webpages, etc.. its a very interesting game, although it makes u kinda frustrated while u keep hitting those "Page not found" pages, but when u solve that lvl, u will scream YAAAAY at the screen and 5 secs later, u become frustrated again lol..

In this game, u can also explore the different kinds of possibilites that u never would think of.. for eg looking at cookies 2 the next lvl, "listening" to gif files in winamp because they have something 2 say, and the most impt factor of all: learning of what u have done in the previous lvls and using the same methods for later lvls..

I should say i enjoyed this game very much.. and currently im stuck at lvl 50 (phew! im at the last 6 lvls of this game for now) feel free 2 ask me for hints hehe.. and no, if u wanna an answer i wun give u that easily! Also, theres wicked junior for those who r not good at IT stuff but pretty good at idioms and english, so far only 30 lvls for it.. but hehe, im only at lvl 10.. :P

So u cant wait 2 try on this game? There is "The Wicked" icon on the right side of the blog, click on it and choose either The Wicked or The Wicked Junior 2 start with and u can start playing straightaway! i recommend Firefox 2 play this game and u need 2 enable ur cookies 2 save ur progress of ur current lvls.. ok have fun in solving puzzles!


Birth Order Predictor (Who I Might B)

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.

In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.

Looking at this "evaluation" of myself, i kinda feel that it describes me pretty well.. well lets start evaluating line by line.

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.

- This is pretty true, when i feel lonely or even disappointed with myself (sometimes i expect myself too much, wishing that i would b the person who can succeed well in terms of academic, but coming 2 uni has proved me very wrongly of myself.. always feel deprived and so "distant" from the A grade..), i would juz really break down and cry myself out.. i remember the 1st time studying Java (which is around Feb), i asked myself y i cant even do a bloody simple algorithm (which im pretty confident i can do it in Scheme that time) in Java!! its not fair!! only a change of programming language (and style) can juz kill me off..

-Even worse, i cried at the back of the class during my 1st Java tutorial.. i tried the 1st q in the tut, run and test for a few days, and yet cant even get it compiled!! ARGH i was soo deprived.. i juz cant seem 2 do the bloody simple algorithm.. i was seriously deprived.. so disappointed of myself.. after a few days, i felt better of myself (as i struggle 2 code) and then the mastermind problem set (PS) comes in.. that made me worse.. i think i cried for that PS at least twice at home.. struggling 2 complete it in time.. i remember i spent 5 whole days out of a week just to do that PS.. and i felt so weak, i juz dunno how i can submit a workable (or at least compilable) code 2 the lecturers.. lucky hippo guided me along on the 3rd day of my Java disaster.. and finally submitted it in time.. (though 1 part of the code is juz.. errormatic :X)

-From this experience, i noe im pretty vulnerable, so i always started out my PS on the day when the PS arrived (well at least had the concept in mind), so that when anything horrid crops up, i might b able 2 save it in time since i started early..

At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
- This 1 i think it can b quite true.. i always compare myself with the others.. and sometimes this self-comparison with the others leads to low self-esteem.. other than that.. i compare answers and methods with my friends.. which in turn, helped in both ways - clearing my friends' doubts and making sure that my thoughts r correct.

When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.
- Quite true, from my past bgr i seem 2 please my bf all the time, yet i forgot 2 please myself too -.-" perhaps i juz dun expect any returns except 2 noe that he loves me.. but too bad he doesnt *sigh*

In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
- Juz 1 person?! i cant deduce if this is true though.. but i guess im loyal 2 all my friends, on the fact that they r loyal 2 me too.. so if a friend stabs me in the back, i can stab back too.. wahaha :P but usually i dont.. coz stabbing at pple is never good

Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
- other than inventor and animal trainer which i think i may consider these jobs, the others r really not my taste

You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.
- if only i can do that in the 1st place, i might :P

hope u guys understand a bit more abt me from this "self-evaluation" (in which 1 of my friend told me he started 2 really understand me after reading all my entries (woah!)) and mayb someday, i wun b as vulnerable as now when im in my darkest moments..


Post Exam (Nearly) Thoughts.. and back into Fairyland (FL)!

Hi all.. its been quite a while since i blogged again.. 4 the past 10 days.. a lot of things happened.. 5 exams, 3 on consecutive days (20, 21, 22) and 2 on 25.. bleh ET1000 and MA1101R were ok 4 me.. the others.. well i have been murdered badly.. sigh i dun wanna CAP 3 again..

sometimes i juz didnt do my best.. i juz noe it.. but im juz too lazy 2 start cracking.. (c sloth haunts me again!) izzit becoz i think i can do well and since its open book so i can juz slack off and push the studies 2 the very last day? perhaps during the whole sem, i have been rushing through assignments, tutorials, homework non-stop (or izzit that im slow?!) and time juz seem 2 b never enough 4 me.. even running against time wouldnt help much.. if only i could turn back time.. *sings Aqua's - (If Only I Could) Turn Back Time*

now with the last paper coming at 4 may, for the past 4 days, i have been playing fairyland (FL).. this game i started during my A lvl exams.. (c how distracted i can b, esp at the critical period!) i should say this game is by far, the longest game i ever played after runescape (RS), which is about 8 months.. till uni came and i have 2 throw FL 2 1 side, and swore not 2 play it again.. coz i noe, life in uni will b bz (and i was right afterall) and only 4 days ago, on 25th, my husband-2-b in game, Thurston, finally topped up my FL account 4 me.. and i finally can play it! weee!

now with FL 2 take up my 4 days of boredom (i really dun wanna study 4 the last paper, which is general biology and yet i wanna an A for it.. how contradicating..) i kinda feel like wanna study 4 the last paper afterall.. which i will do later (this i promise you This i promise you!) oh well.. 5 more days 2 my freedom yet all i could think is abt FL.. sianz..

The pic on the left was taken on the day im leaving FL.. for the sake of my uni studies..

i really miss FL, i really do.. *sigh* im coming back.. I promise..


If Only I Could Turn Back Time..

Aqua - Turn Back Time

Give me time to reason,
give me time to think it through.
Passing through the season,
where I cheated you.
I will always have a cross to wear,
but the bolt reminds me I was there.
So give me strength,
to face this test of mine.

(Chorus 1)
If only I could turn back time,
If only I had saved what I still had.
If only I could turn back time,
I would stay for the night... for the night.

Claim your right to science,
Claim your right to see the truth.
Though my pangs of conscience,
Will drill a hole in you.
I've seen it coming like a thief in the night,
I've seen it coming from the flesh of your light.
So give me strength,
to face this test of mine.

(Chorus 2)
If only I could turn back time,
if only I had saved what I still had.
if only I could turn back time,
I would stay.

The bolt reminds me I was there
the bolt reminds me I was there

(repeat chorus during fade)


Getting well for the body, yet getting worse for the mind

Hi guys.. im feeling better now (although im still sound like a male today.. its at least better than tues and wed.. (pple who met me on either of those 2 days noe what i mean.. i became a male in terms of voice lol..) ) anyway.. yesterday was CS1104 term test 2 bleh.. this time i finished faster than expected.. but then, the marks are not as expected.. bleh 14/25?! Y on earth its the same amount of marks that i had for term test 1?! (thats also 14/25) WHY did i juz pass nia?! how 2 score well like this?!

Edit: due to the misinterpretations, now 14/25.. still not helpful at all bleh!

On tues and wed nite, i disobeyed the doc's advice again wahaha (she told me no late nights, but i dun care wahaha! test more impt!) and in the end, i get headaches again.. argh.. anyway how 2 score well!! i seemed 2 slack at the end of the sem de.. this period is supposed 2 b choinging all the way, yet im slacking away! bleh! cannot liao le lah! tml dont care good friday or not also muz start studying for the final papers! arrgh!!

but then again, i had checked my exam timetable.. 5 modules within a week, WOW! die liao le lah.. i think i muz prepare 2 c CAP 3.0 argh blah! i seriously need a wake up call.. after my headache goes off that is.. :X

Anyway if u wish 2 destress, heres a good flash movie for u 2 destress :) (best 2 follow after it haha :D)