16.3.06

The Blogger's Nightmare

hi all thanks 4 visiting my blog.. some of u visited this brand new blog yesterday and asked me y i started 2 blog juz yesterday... well the story of the blogger started in 2003, when she started a blog at upsaid.com (which now no longer exists), she blogged at her blog, and the 1st thing she did was 2 tell every1 abt her blog.. well her classmates knew abt her blog and started 2 visit her blog.. she was very happy that her classmates visit her blog.. however her beautiful picture of pple visiting her blog and giving her comments was shattered..

the girl didnt know what happened between her and the class, as the days went by, her blog became an absolute nightmare.. She had the comments section 4 every entry in her blog, but everytime her eagerness 2 c a comment in 1 of her entries becomes scary - her classmates, or perhaps some1 out there, posted bad things abt herself.. and simply, pple say that she sux 2 the core.. never mind, she said.. she dun mind the negative comments in her comments, she was positive that some1 out there will like as she was.. so she created polls on the same blog, however the horror became greater - more than 90% of the polls she had only mentioned that she is bad to the core.. that hurt the girl even more.. in desperation, she immediately deleted her upsaid account and swear that she would never blog for the rest of her JC days..

the next year, the poor girl, who was still hurt by her last blog which was filled with horrible comments by her classmates, decided 2 give blogging another try, this time she created an account at blogger.com and had her blog, called Starless Nite.. due 2 her bad experience in the previous year, she had 2 eliminate the comments section, hoping that she wun b hurt again by the stupid comments that her classmates made.. she happened 2 b in a new class in 2004 and hoped that her classmates this time wun b as nasty as last year's classmate, so she published her blog once again, hoping that she could make some friends in class.. but in the end, the blog was abandoned after april fool and the relationship between her and her classmates never became better..

now this girl came 2 NUS and made friends in there, now that shes a Computing student and she had 2 study abt blogs last sem, she nearly cried in tears when she recalled the unhappy blogging moments.. but now, she recently visited back her Starless Nite blog, and she wondered y she didnt continue it at all.. her JC diary seemed 2 b without an end.. and with her new friends, she hopes 2 blog abt herself, her past, her present and even her life.. without ur support, this girl may not even stand tall..

that is the story of the blogger, u may visit Starless Nite at the sidebar, and the girl wanna say that she may b scared 2 blog again, all she really need is encouragement 2 blog on.. and with the support that she can get, she shall blog once again..

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

those aren't called friends. they are lousy people. they don't deserve u as a fren. you are an amazingly nice person. really.. always helping me even when it's out of your way.. i really appreciate it..

those people are not worth ur time and effort getting upset over. forget them and move on. now you have us. :)

-chocolatet